I struggled with anxiety panic attacks depression depersonalization etc throughout my life. I wrote this song at a really dark place in my life music helped me through alot of hard times & i hope this song can help you guys! Stream Single Here – http://hyperurl.co/IlluminateFtBreana
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Gremlin – I Don’t Feel Anymore
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Directed by: Edwin Cruz
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Mix/Mastered by: @prodbypria
Lyrics:
[Verse 1: Gremlin]
Heart broken and I’m starin at the moon light/
Nothings helping so I’m hopin that this vew might/
I dont wanna sink into it tonight/
So I crack a brew cause that’s just what I have to do to get my mood right/
I dont understand who I’m even becomin/
Dont know why my demons are always getting summoned/
Man they make it so hard, for me to let love in/
Dont know what I run from, but I keep on runnin/
Wish that I could slow down but I’ve never known how/
If you give me your heart it’s gonna get thrown out/
I stayed in the darkness even when I found light/
Fuckin hate this bottle so I break it on the ground like/ like
[Hook x2: Gremlin]
Why do I drink till I’m numb?
Why do I smoke till it’s done?
Till I dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
[Verse 2: Gremlin]
Feels like I dont fit in with society/
They may not like who I am but I am me/
I dont talk ever talk I’m sitting quietly/
But my head is loud dont know how to settle down all the anxiety/
I have always felt like I dont belong here/
It’s been a long year, it’s been a long life/
Sick of everybody sayin its gonna be alright/
Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night/
Everyone is who the fuck I need to stay away from/
I dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb
I know that it’s not right, needa get my mind right/
But for now I’m drunk, high & crying to the sky like/ like
[Hook x2: Gremlin]
Why do I drink till I’m numb?
Why do I smoke till it’s done?
Till I dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
[Verse 3: Gremlin]
I dont wanna be like this forever though/
I hold onto a lot of shit I need to let it go/
But it’s harder than I’d like to show/
I make the small things seem bigger like I’m lookin through a microscope/
Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls/
Needa be relentless if I wanna build a new world/
I know that I can change every day I am praying/
Cause I dont wanna be a 80 year old man sayin/ sayin
[Hook x2: Gremlin]
Why do I drink till I’m numb?
Why do I smoke till it’s done?
Till I dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more