Tag: i wrote a song about depression

Gremlin – I Don’t Feel AnymoreConnect with Gremlin: Instagram: @Gremlinraps Twitter: @Gremlinraps Snapchat: @Gremlinraps Facebook: ://www.facebook.com/gremlinraps Official Clothing Available at: https://moreloveapparel.bigcartel.com/Directed by: Edwin Cruz Follow Edwin on Instagram: @bfthestormMix/Mastered by: @prodbypriaLyrics:[Verse 1: Gremlin] Heart broken and I’m starin at the moon light/ Nothings helping so I’m hopin that this vew might/ I dont wanna sink into it tonight/ So I crack a brew cause that’s just what I have to do to get my mood right/ I dont understand who I’m even becomin/ Dont know why my demons are always getting summoned/ Man they make it so hard, for me to let love in/ Dont know what I run from, but I keep on runnin/ Wish that I could slow down but I’ve never known how/ If you give me your heart it’s gonna get thrown out/ I stayed in the darkness even when I found light/ Fuckin hate this bottle so I break it on the ground like/ like[Hook x2: Gremlin] Why do I drink till I’m numb? Why do I smoke till it’s done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more [Verse 2: Gremlin] Feels like I dont fit in with society/ They may not like who I am but I am me/ I dont talk ever talk I’m sitting quietly/ But my head is loud dont know how to settle down all the anxiety/ I have always felt like I dont belong here/ It’s been a long year, it’s been a long life/ Sick of everybody sayin its gonna be alright/ Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night/ Everyone is who the fuck I need to stay away from/ I dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb I know that it’s not right, needa get my mind right/ But for now I’m drunk, high & crying to the sky like/ like[Hook x2: Gremlin] Why do I drink till I’m numb? Why do I smoke till it’s done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more [Verse 3: Gremlin] I dont wanna be like this forever though/ I hold onto a lot of shit I need to let it go/ But it’s harder than I’d like to show/ I make the small things seem bigger like I’m lookin through a microscope/ Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls/ Needa be relentless if I wanna build a new world/ I know that I can change every day I am praying/ Cause I dont wanna be a 80 year old man sayin/ sayin[Hook x2: Gremlin] Why do I drink till I’m numb? Why do I smoke till it’s done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more