{"id":69844,"date":"2020-01-16T23:00:08","date_gmt":"2020-01-17T04:00:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/effectsofanxiety.net\/archives\/69844"},"modified":"2020-01-16T23:00:08","modified_gmt":"2020-01-17T04:00:08","slug":"i-wrote-a-song-about-dealing-with-depression-anxiety","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/effectsofanxiety.net\/archives\/69844","title":{"rendered":"I Wrote A Song About Dealing With Depression &amp; Anxiety"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><div class=\"jetpack-video-wrapper\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"I Wrote A Song About Dealing With Depression &amp; Anxiety\" width=\"660\" height=\"371\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/HcfIrDQOQhw?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/div><\/p>Gremlin – I Don’t Feel Anymore\n\nConnect with Gremlin: \nInstagram: @Gremlinraps\nTwitter: @Gremlinraps\nSnapchat: @Gremlinraps\nFacebook: :\/\/www.facebook.com\/gremlinraps\nOfficial Clothing Available at: https:\/\/moreloveapparel.bigcartel.com\/\n\nDirected by: Edwin Cruz\nFollow Edwin on Instagram: @bfthestorm\n\nMix\/Mastered by: @prodbypria\n\n\nLyrics: \n\n[Verse 1: Gremlin]\nHeart broken and I’m starin at the moon light\/\nNothings helping so I’m hopin that this vew might\/\nI dont wanna sink into it tonight\/\nSo I crack a brew cause that’s just what I have to do to get my mood right\/\nI dont understand who I’m even becomin\/\nDont know why my demons are always getting summoned\/\nMan they make it so hard, for me to let love in\/\nDont know what I run from, but I keep on runnin\/\nWish that I could slow down but I’ve never known how\/\nIf you give me your heart it’s gonna get thrown out\/\nI stayed in the darkness even when I found light\/\nFuckin hate this bottle so I break it on the ground like\/ like \n\n[Hook x2: Gremlin]\nWhy do I drink till I’m numb?\nWhy do I smoke till it’s done?\nTill I dont feel anything no more\nI dont feel anything no more\u00a0\n\n[Verse 2: Gremlin]\nFeels like I dont fit in with society\/\nThey may not like who I am but I am me\/\nI dont talk ever talk I’m sitting quietly\/\nBut my head is loud dont know how to settle down all the anxiety\/\nI have always felt like I dont belong here\/\nIt’s been a long year, it’s been a long life\/\nSick of everybody sayin its gonna be alright\/\nLittle do they know that I had tears dropping all night\/\nEveryone is who the fuck I need to stay away from\/\nI dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb\nI know that it’s not right, needa get my mind right\/\nBut for now I’m drunk, high &amp; crying to the sky like\/ like\n\n[Hook x2: Gremlin]\nWhy do I drink till I’m numb?\nWhy do I smoke till it’s done?\nTill I dont feel anything no more\nI dont feel anything no more\u00a0\n\n[Verse 3: Gremlin]\nI dont wanna be like this forever though\/\nI hold onto a lot of shit I need to let it go\/\nBut it’s harder than I’d like to show\/\nI make the small things seem bigger like I’m lookin through a microscope\/\nLost so many friendships and I lost a few girls\/\nNeeda be relentless if I wanna build a new world\/\nI know that I can change every day I am praying\/\nCause I dont wanna be a 80 year old man sayin\/ sayin\n\n[Hook x2: Gremlin]\nWhy do I drink till I’m numb?\nWhy do I smoke till it’s done?\nTill I dont feel anything no more\nI dont feel anything no more","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Gremlin – I Don’t Feel Anymore Connect with Gremlin: Instagram: @Gremlinraps Twitter: @Gremlinraps Snapchat: @Gremlinraps Facebook: :\/\/www.facebook.com\/gremlinraps Official Clothing Available at: https:\/\/moreloveapparel.bigcartel.com\/ Directed by: Edwin Cruz Follow Edwin on Instagram: @bfthestorm Mix\/Mastered by: @prodbypria Lyrics: [Verse 1: Gremlin] Heart broken and I’m starin at the moon light\/ Nothings helping so I’m hopin that this vew &hellip; 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